So how's life going for you? For me it feels like it's a continual crossroad. Actually the more I think of it, I've been standing at this crossroad and haven't really strayed away from there. There are the choices in front of me; one day I would take a few steps in one direction, then take a few steps back to where I once was. I would give myself a "feel" of what that would be like, but to be honest it isn't really a feel of what it will be like, more like what I think. My mind would begin to conjure up ideas and play upon them. Actually I don't really think I take those steps in a direction; it's more like I look down the path and imagine what the outcome could be like.
Why do I do that? Why don't I just step out there and go for it? Take that actual first step and follow through. What am I waiting for? What is it that I am afraid of? I know the next step that I need to take; all these other thoughts conjured up is just a distraction from what it is I know. [/rant]
Why do I do that? Why don't I just step out there and go for it? Take that actual first step and follow through. What am I waiting for? What is it that I am afraid of? I know the next step that I need to take; all these other thoughts conjured up is just a distraction from what it is I know. [/rant]
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